  &nbsp;Well here i go.Friday night was freakin awesome! J.D.&nbsp;and me pulled&nbsp;it off!&nbsp;Robert had no idea.
Those guys are like brothers to me there so cool and fun to be around. but anyways back to the real stuff...&nbsp;Ok what am i suppose to think? You tell me "every relationship is based on trust" "just trust me" but then i get all these mixed messages. Is she gone for good or is there something there? I know you aren't going to get over her that fast but i dont know if i should back off and leave you alone or not.
What am i saying i dont even know if you care about me like that. Im just so tired of getting hurt relationship after relationship and honestly i dont know why i put myself out there like this. In the words of robert... why can't things be like 1993? Those days that was our childhood and things were so much easier. 
