  Today is another day sat at this desk,  sat at this computer,  whilst working from home. nbsp;  My normal routes of pretending that it doesn't drive me insane,  are:
 dancing madly around my kitchen to loud music which sounds like hamsters on speed,  talking to a squirrel who comes and sits and eats out of a purpose built hanging basket or accosting the postman into having a chat. nbsp;  So,  I thought a blog might entertain me,  even if it bores the pants off everyone else!
 & nbsp;  This job -  working for an internet based& nbsp; company,
 who are actually great fun to be with but are about 60 miles away from me and it makes it tricky when I want to make a cup of coffee for everyone but it& nbsp; is my bread and butter,  whilst I am training to be a sound healer. nbsp;  &
nbsp;  I am currently working my way through case studies and a thesis to finish my qualification but I feel this training has been going on since I popped into this world. nbsp;  Everything which has happened to me has bought me to here and I really like here. nbsp;  People moan and whinge and say the world is a terrible place but really thats a matter of perception.
nbsp;  & nbsp;  Maybe I was brought up on a diet of Monty Python and that has a lot to answer for?  & nbsp;
 I love doing the sound healing -  I love singing -  I love watching people's reactions to what I do and I love music. nbsp;  I am looking for people's comments on how music moves them. nbsp;
 To me,  it creates an emotion,  a feeling which is beyond words but that has never stopped me trying to explain. nbsp;  Music has bought me towards so many people who would normally have been shy to come up and talk. nbsp;
 I used to be a DJ and people would hug me and would chat chat chat about the smallest sounds and noises which they adored. nbsp;  & nbsp;  As I explore using my voice,  I get the same reaction .
 a connection with people and a connection with the Universe.  & nbsp;  I had an epithany a while ago and decided that working in the City for a corporate business just wasn't for me and so I packed it all in and decided to try and find out what i really wanted from life .  what being truly authentic means to me. nbsp;
 I have met some interesting people along the way and I have certainly had a few highs and a few lows on really trying to understand what really makes me tick. nbsp;  I certainly don't have any regrets for the things I have done in the past but I do feel like I have stopped thrashing around and everything has simplified itself as a result.  & nbsp;  I am,
 I guess a spiritual person and everyday presents another bit of my path in front of me but I love the balance of dark and light in everyone and I find it fascinating watching people transform into something 'more' as they examine their choices in life. nbsp;  & nbsp;  This is why I love sound -  it doesn't judge.
