  and of course the answer is no... &nbsp; it's been a long day here. got some bad news today so it's been a little extra depressing being in a quiet office with people (person, sorry)&nbsp;less than friendly. i keep telling myself that there's the concert tonight and i really should start bucking up, but when i have all of this stuff swimming around inside my head it makes it hard to focus on anything else, especially having a good time.
&nbsp; i'm going to have to tell mike the bad news, too... &nbsp; lucky for me he's an understanding guy and i know he'll be cool with it, he's the best thing that's happened to me in a long time...but i know he's going to be upset, too, and that really sucks. sigh enough of this crap! when will i be through with this? AAARGH!!! &nbsp; (and i know i'm being cryptic, but forget you, anyone in the world could read this and i'm not going to divulge EVERYTHING!
just know i'm pissed...) &nbsp; but i'll try to buck up. it's a rock concert, i love the band, i like the people i'm going with, and there's literally nothing i can do about this problem so i might as well forget about it until it's time to deal with it, right? RIGHT! &nbsp; luck be with you and godspeed! 
