  [. This WHOLE post is for Joe..- Baby! I'm sorry I got mad at you for NOTHING. You could have been hurt in that wreck, and I would have been CRUSHED..at how I got angry at you..over stupid shit. You have your own friends, and I can't be first in yr life ALL the time. I'm just PMSing and stuff.
I wanna let you know how much you mean to me before I go off. I hope you don't find some other girl who has SOCOM ll..=p. I'd like..be so pissed at you lol. And I'm not gonna cry about the whole wreck thing, or how ..in shock.. I would be if you had been hurt...IM NOT CRYING!..lol..im not..You can never drive again..especially when I'm at Miami this week..I dun wanna come home to the news of you being hurt..or dead..or w/e..-SIGH- Now I'm forever going to be worried about you.
I never thought anything could happen to you before because , I dunno..I just didn't. And now..I'm preparing myself to lose you..which is gay..-whacks self- Maybe its like..a natural instinct for me..who the hell knows lol. I'm sorry Imma not write more..or sign it..lol..I just wanna talk to youuuu......I LOVE YOU!. ] 
