  I feel pretty good today. Looking forward to a great weekend. Hopefully it will be drama free. It amazes me how some people just love drama in their lives. Anyway, tonight hopefully I will be going to a "Nica" family party.
The "Nicas," also known as "the tribe" consists of my best friend and his many, many cousins. I haven't seen some of them in a while so I'm looking forward to it. Not quite sure if I'll be doing anything afterwards. Tomorrow night I will probably be gong to Gramercy for a Birthday party and meet up with Alexis. I love to hang out with urlLink AlexisT , she is so much fun and a great conversation. It should be a great weekend but I try not to get my hopes up.
Don't you hate when you get excited for something and its just not that great. We'll have to wait and see. I've been thinking alot the past few days. I've been analyzing myself which I haven't done in a while. I think its because I'm approaching my 24th Birthday and I'm starting to have a little quarter life crisis. I know some of you know what I'm talking about. urlLink Lori from RW Back to New York posted some interesting thoughts about this a year or 2 ago. It's just a weird point in your life where your just trying to figure out what to do with your life.
It's kind of scary not knowing what the future holds for you. I'm not even sure what I want to be doing professionally or where I'll be. I spoke to my friend Tina the other day, who is making crazy money doing makeup for weddings on the weekends and she just started a teaching job. It made me think that I really need to start striving for more. I've gotten too comfortable in my little job here and I'm not challenging myself enough.
It's all about having the right attitude. I'm trying to replace the negative, insecure thoughts with confident positive ones. Only time will tell. I guess in the meantime I should enjoy all the great things I have going for me and realize how lucky I really am. 
