  ok, am i the only one who is truly confused to utter extremes about how to work this website? &nbsp; lets see..today i was unplesantly woken up by a telemarketer, who at first i thought was alex, until he said "this is jerome from the monterey county herald, how are you this morning?". i responded with closing my eyes, groaning, and then hanging up the phone. i then called carrie, my aunt, and arranged for her to pick me up after i took a shower and got myself ready for the day.
we went to the tin cannery, a very depressig mall of worthless stores (except for a couple) and looked at shoes and purses and clothing items at nine west. very depressing when you shop without money. i later went to a&nbsp;see napoleon dynatmite for the second time&nbsp;with bri, alex, and some other people that i didnt know.
oh well. i soon rtealized that natalie and donnie were in the same theater. nat and i met up in the bathroom and chit chatted about who we were with, and how funny the movie was. after that mother picked me up from the theater, and took me to her old work-stokes restaurant, so i got to see all these people from my past that i spent so much time with as a child. how emotional. unfortunately, i didnt get to see this mexican waiter that ive known forever..and i was really looking forward to it.
hes really sweet and he looks like a mouse. his name is ciso. now i'm here, in my room, wanting analis to come over to watch the butterfly effect with me, and singing pieces of me and dixie chick songs. ah what a life i lead. gota love it. when i sing, i just tune out of the world and enter a place in my mind where no one else goes.
its just for me. my mind runs away with me and i think about my future, and fame, and singing and acting and everything i want to be and want to do. i know, it sounds like im on crack. ok. i better go. talk to you tomorrow. &nbsp; "i said, i wanna touch the earth i wanna break it in my hands i wanna grow somethin wild, and unruly i wanna sleep on the hard ground in the comfort of your arms on a pillow of blue bonnets and a blanket made of stars..." -dixie chicks, "cowboy take me away" &nbsp; doesnt sound too bad to me.
&nbsp; "how do you know, everything im about to say, am i that obvious? and if its written on my face, i hope it never goes away..." &nbsp; i think thats how it goes. haha.
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