  I am quite crazy right now. I don't go to church for many questions that has surfaced this time of my life. And I did find myself when I have answered, as honestly as possible the following questions. It's not the end of the search for oneself but these did help in a sense that sometimes, we need to deny certain dogmas, forget religion, be distant to your God and just....be in this world. 1. What are the things that you need for the next 5 years?
2. What are the things you want to have? 3. After # years of your life, what have you achieved for yourself which made you happy? Do you owe this to anyone? 4.What is it that you need most to happen/own/achieve in the next 6 months?Why do you think so?
5. Can you say that you completely listen to the needs of your body or do you feel pain or dis-ease but doesn't know where it comes from? 6. Do you fill your body's needs and wants? 7. Buy something that you need.
Something you want. 8. after all this, read over what you have written and answer the following: a. Do your wants make you happy after getting them? b. Do these wants and needs make the person you are? c. Can these needs and wants be absent in your life?
9. What are you most afraid of? What are you most afraid to lose? 10. What is it that you feel unqualified for? 11.Do you ever feel cheated/mistreated?When and How?
To whom do you blame it when you feel them? 12. What is/are your fantasy/sies or wishful events? ...let's just say that your God is not in any way making these happen. Just think of yourself, your life and the world...happy hunting. 
