  man i got up at 9 today even though i vomitted last night cos i felt so sick.  it was all thanks to WCOM!  i will never forget you.  ok so today I wanted to finish up my stupid WCOM project because today is the dateline haha…  in the end I only reached school at 1. 30 because I went to popular to buy some construction paper for the project…
 only 10 pieces costs me 3. 00…  wow,  no wonder popular is so rich…  anyway the project was finished at 4. 50 then after binding it was exactly 5pm…  haha,  just on time…  Then I quarrelled with gary and I really don’ t know what’ s his problem…  he always scold me…  I jus told him to keep quiet when he reminded us it was 4. 50pm…  anyway it is not really his problem cos we already knew and it truly irritated everyone…
 so after that we kind of quarrelled inside the lift…  I hate it a lot cos I don’ t see it as my fault…  and if he was to say he waited for a long time he did it willingly…  I dint force him to do so…  in fact i asked him to go home and study first then i'll meet him later.  then I asked him to hold my laptop for me…  he said I must lift it up for him to hold…  wad a bastard…  why cant he just take it from me…
 anyway I dropped it on the floor cos I really don’ t have the strength to hold it up for him to carry and he was like gonna hold it u see…  then for a while it could not get switched on.  im sick u see and it was my left hand anyway…  he said I should have lifted it up and he said I was pretending…  I am super sad and he just don’
t know only…  I really begin to wonder if I made the correct decision about 3 years ago…  I think he was not like this 3 years ago…  maybe he is brginning to get tired of me and so am i…  I am getting just so sick and he jus don’ t seem to get it…  I try so hard to make him happy but it seems so unhappy about it anyway…  everything is always my fault…
 I don’
t see why he don’ t portray himself in my shoes…  then he will understand…  I dint even say anything about him being fat and stuff…
 I think our relationship should end very soon…  which is very sad…  but there is nothing that I can do about it…  anyway we went to play pool and then i lost really bad.  cos i jus couldn't concentrate and we took many cues to finish a table.  man,  i felt like a loser then.  then we had dinner in bukit timah hawker centre.  i bought duck mee and the guy was really funny.
 he asked me " mei mei ni yao chi shen mo"  ( lil girl wad do u want to eat)  erm.  im not exactly young and he's jus in 20s.  weird huh.  anyway after dinner i went home.  ok.  that's it for tonight.  i still havent study for common test.  man.  im so scared i will fail.  and i dont know if i have WCOM common test.  if u guys know.
 pls drop me a note here if not email me.  if not im not gonna touch that subject cos it is not even staed in Mel and then i think the teachers said that it will be when the school starts in class.
