  it has been a long time that i last visit my blog.  i think it is time to update a new one just got back my chi " o"  result.  B3 pretty piss off by it.  just slightly more and i can dun need to retake the paper anymore sickening.  i keeping punching the floor for blaming myself that the fact i did not put in much effort into the exam i deserve it. somehow.  bow my knuckles hurts and the moment i receive my results,  it reminds mi of this song.  i got a heart full of pain.  head full of stress.  it is from a linkin park song it just describe excaltly how i feel now i wonder wt sam got for his o level results for gareth.
 i think he just flunk his paper i am so tired todae as i tok to ji xian till 3 . 30 last nite.  todae was torturing.  i was so exhausted after the boring math remedial.  i qiuckly went home and had a bowl of noodles.  yummy!  and i went to sleep.  i woke up at 9 pm.  at first i thought it was the next dae already.  and i started to panick for a moment.  for i realised i am still in my uniform.  but to my surprise.  it was onli 9 so i quickly went to bath thinking back.  i felt so DUMD now.  i am feeli empty.
 no sense of direction.  nothin drives mi.  seriously speaking i hope i can get out of this world as soon as possible i know i am running away but how i HOPE i can escape the stages where i will meet mu enenmy.
 stress.
 studies.  recently.  i realised somebody dislike mi.  it is okay.  i am not affected at all.  mayb is becus i just couldn't be bother with stupid things like that they r just causing pain to themselves it is time to let go,  pls accept the fact that i am not affected by what u siad about mi somes.  it is a bliss to b ignorance of stuff like that i think it is time to go to bed be4 my cgl blast at my ears.
