  damn work! damn doctor who gav me 1 day mc only. got tonnes of work today and my head's spinning.
i tink the medicine's working on me, makes me so drowsy. i couldn't focus, and his face kept appearing in my mind. damn it! i should hav let go... y am i still holding on?? he's not tinking of me.... i dun even hav a small corner in his heart... to tink of it, he's a poor chap.. he still wanna be frens with his ex-gf, but she sort of reject him.
y did she treated him like tat?? how can one does tis to a nice guy? how would anyone bare to? it really breaks my heart.... yes, i'm tinking of him nw... tinking of him with every free time that i hav. i dunno wat to do, i din wanna see him sad. but i can't do anything! he never let me in into his world. i'm juz a fren, a normal fren. i wish i can share, i wish i could help...he's very impt to me, he lives within me... sometimes i tink, i must let go.
nothing's gonna comes out of tis relationship. life's gonna go on, but once i tink of him... i went deep in again. Do u know how much u mean to me I really wanna say really wanna say to you that i love you 
