  I did not get to see Clay today :( but thats ok I will get over it! !&nbsp; My mommy and my son came home today!! !&nbsp; I was sooooo happy to see Ashton!! !&nbsp; He jumped into my arms when he saw me!! !&nbsp; I love him so much!! !&nbsp; I never want to be away from him for that long again!! !&nbsp; He looks like he has grown so much and it has only been 5 days!! !&nbsp; &nbsp; Well it is official I LOVE CLAY !!!! !&nbsp; I know that it has only been 3 weeks but I do!! !&nbsp; It scares the hell out of me but meh....&nbsp; Well I am gonna go I am tired....night night 
