  ok so i was really going to do more yesterday, but here i was actually doing my work when frigen spoon comes over to introduce the new girl to me, yeah hi, then she tells her that she'll be sitting with me for the rest of the day..shit. i totally forgot that C said that she would be sitting with me. damn it. i didn't even prepare anything for this bitch to do. now i'm gonna have her crawled up my ass all day. wtf.
so whatever. she comes back & sits down, yeah b get comfortable. i explain everything that i do to a girl who has no clue about anything that i'm saying. then she starts. she tells me about her fiance, his mother who they live with, the fiance's mothers fiance that lives there too. how she got locked out of the house last week, how her fiance &amp; her had a 10 year anniversary party for themselves.
how the mother's fiance is a crackhead. all damn day people. this went on all fucking day. i was so happy when 12 came along because she went to lunch. i would have gone with her but couldn't stand the thought of listening to more. i don't know you chica, chill the hell out with telling me your life story!
so she goes to lunch, comes back & then goes to training until 3...oh good i leave at 4, we're just gonna have her sit with you until you leave, yeah that's exactly what i wanted. ugh. anyhow, chocolate kisses had a horrible day too. she basically got told that she doesn't do her job well & that she's too slow. oh and that her &amp; i have a conspiracy towards private ryan. ok # 1 bitch we can like/dislike any frigen person that we want.
# 2 shut the fuck up. leave us the hell alone & let us do our work whatever way we get it done! nah instead their crawled so damn far up her ass that they can't even see daylight. let it go. so now we're back to not being able to talk anymore at work. it's happening again.
so that's fine. we don't talk when we're here. we talk after work &amp; on breaks. fine. ugh. so i leave here all annoyed & was going to the gym &amp; a calls me.
oh i missed you so much blah blah blah. so i was like look whatever man, all that i know is that you guys dicked me. so if you want to be freinds with julia, we are not chillin with her when i am around. you can do whatever you wanna do with her, but minus me. she says fine. fine.
so we go to the gym. on the treadmill great fun, daron walks by. FYI daron is, well, was my 1st, 1st everything. i love him. we were together for 4 years & it never actually "ended" we just stopped talking. but i would still meta his ass.
no bullshit. so i say hi to him. well as we're walking away from the treads he was talking to some guy on another one &amp; says hey n i wanted to talk to you about something. so i stopped & was like right now? and he's like oh nah not unless your leaving right now. and i was like nope i have a couple of machines to do still so he's like oh ok then i'll catch up with you.
and i said ok &amp; walked away. so i'm on another machine & he comes over to me &amp; asks me why i keep winking at him because he doesn't know how to take it. i started laughing & asked him how he wanted to take it &amp; he was like oh i don't know. so i said look don't go down a road that you don't wanna go down. and he was like if i didn't want to go down that road i wouldn't be talking to you right now. OH BITCH.
so i asked him what he wanted to talk to me about & he tells me that he wanted to get my number to see if i wasn't busy at some point this week. so i said fine &amp; gave him my cell #. OH BITCH. so he was like well are you busy tonight? and i had to say yeah because i was watchin the baby for f & p. but i told him to definately give me a call if he could get out of the house this week you know baby mom's &amp; all. and he was like if you give me a reason to leave the house then i would.
oh. so i started laughing & just told him to call me. ok i'm flirting. i'm flirting with daron b. oh. good. now i will die.
i'm sorry did either of us not get enough ass beatings when we were together that we have to go back to eachother? wow. it's so weird he has like this magnetic pull with me &amp; i just don't know why. but this is the way that i see it. if a man can see your ass at the gym, therefore at your worst time, and still try & holla, he's not goin anywhere. but then again he's seen my actual ass so i can't really say anything about that!
so let's see if he has the balls to call me. cause i will answer. and my poor meta wants to try & do dinner this week again "if i don't act up" oh i act up now. ok i'm just gonna let that go because i don't want to start something that was my fault initially. but he's taking the fact that i apologized about something he is taking to his head. so he keeps bringing it up.
let it go baby. i will say this honestly though. i do miss his ass. i just want to be with him for a while to get my fix &amp; then i'll be straight. i just miss him. yeah i know i sound corny but whatever.
now i am going day by day because mom & dad are very serious about going to greece for 3 weeks WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ugh i will blog more tomorrow i gotta work. hasta manana : ) 
