  ok so i just don't understand men. it's later on in the day because i just haven't had a chance to blog today, and it's really not because i was busy working because to be honest i haven't done a damn thing all day & ya know what? i don't give a shit! it's just that kind of day. so last night was fine, didn't end up going to dinner with meta because he had to do some shit with the DNC.
and i really couldn't get mad over that because for the 1st 2 years that we were together he didn't work so the fact that he's actually working now is a big deal so i can't get mad when he's doing work related stuff. so i just went home &amp; cooked supper & chilled there. so today comes around. he calls me at like 12:30 we talk for like 10 minutes &amp; then he tells me that he has to go to the boston pops concert that he was supposed to be going to last night but didn't go because it was rained out & postponed until tonight. so i was like oh well when did you find out that it was postponed? and he tells me that he found out when he met up with his boys last night.
so i was like YOUR BOYS? meaning your friends were there &amp; that's why you blew me off? and i then went into a frantic rage.....well he shuts me up & asks me why the hell would he lie about something that i could so easily find out about? how the hell am i supposed to know? so he says whatever then you wanna go tonight? and i was like no i don't wanna go because i am not about to be fit into your schedule.
and he was like ya know what here i am trying to make this better, trying to find time to spend with you &amp; what the hell are you doing? yelling at me because i chose the wrong words, it wasn't my friends, it was my boss, kirsh, their mothers & my mom....OH. so in the meantime i email choclate kisses &amp; tell her to hurry up & check via if the concert was really cancelled last night so she emails back saying that she doesnt understand....UGH.
i am trying to find out if this arguing is worth it &amp; she doesn't know.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so anyhow, i continue to argue & he was like ya know what instead of me being rude i'm just gonna say bye &amp; call me back later because i don't want to fight with you over nothing. so i was like whatever maybe i won't call you back at all & he says fine &amp; hangs up....it's not 2 1/2 hours later & he's ignoring my calls. oh did i forget to mention that after i hung up the phone &amp; started ranting to chocolate did she tell me that she heard that the concert was cancelled this a.m. on the radio HELLO!
omg he wasn't even lying. i yelled & i screamed &amp; he wasn't eveb lying. pick your battles natty....damn it. now i'm trying to call him & he won't answer because i rearranged all of my plans for tonight so that i could go to dinner with him &amp; he's not answering. so i'm gonna keep calling him....we will see what happens tomorrow. &nbsp; HASTA MANANA! 
