  I cannot love you because I still love my X. I told you before that I won't go for a new love if it will not surpass the intensity of the last love I felt. Don't you even wonder why everytime you ask me if I love you I couldn't give you a straight answer? I know... I figured that out cos everytime I'd ask you during our mushy moments if you love me, all you'd tell me is am happy when I'm with you. What do you want from me? Tell me.
I don't know. Companionship. I'm not sure. I'm confused. I told myself... there's a nice guy who's sweet, caring and is offering me a love that is faithful. But I cannot reciprocate.
What's wrong?! You know why? Cos you still love your X. You can't possibly give something you do not have. So what am I then? A shock absorber.
No! No you're not. Topic sequed to something else... What if the time doesn't come? And I realized that I cannot love you? Tell me straight. Just be honest Will you hate me?
Of course not. I will definitely be hurt. Being rejected is no joke you know. But I will never hate you. Will I ever see you again? You will...
In time. I just need to get over you. I don't want you to hate me. I can and will never hate you. All you did was to be honest with me and I appreciate that. Let's just see what'll happen next... 
