  Why do i try so hard? I don't know why anyone even bothers with me anymore....everytime i seem to meet someone and fall for them...why do i do that. I always go for the guys who are always gonna hurt me. Or do i always screw it up some how on my own...i just don't know what is wrong with me...everytime i see something good for myself..i push it away...i guess i'm just ment for lonliness...but whatever.....i'm over it....all of it....and everyone involved in it. 
