  Well I know what I have to do now... I just don't want to do it. Actually, I'm so afraid of doing it. But I have to do it, and not look past. Even if it means hurting someone else, I have to do it, cause in the long run they'll be okay. And if I don't do this, in the long run...&nbsp; I won't be.
&nbsp; Actually went out with my dad today... it was kinda kewlish. I mean, I seriously can't remember the last time we went out and did something just me and him. And I hate that. But I feel closer to him now and I think... no, I know it did us both a lot of good. &nbsp; I didn't post this yesterday lol so I figured I should/ could now. I have to tell someone... or something since probably no one else reads this... what's been going on.
lol I went and stayed the night at Peak's house and well we snuck out. It was awesome! We went through the graveyard and around town some. Her boyfriend (kinda her bf... not totally... its very complacating) didn't believe that we would actually do it though we said we would. So we went out and knocked on his door even with the possibility of getting him in trouble. (His dad would have killed him if he knew about it... that's also one of the reasons we did it though.
LOL) It was great! &nbsp; In the process of all that we almost got caught like 5xs. lol, my the police, by someone who walked out his house and saw us, dogs barking, her and this sinario that was quite interesting, and well me once. lol but we made it home without getting caught and yeah... it was great! &nbsp; I got the Hoobastank CD, actually the 1st one. I'm not much for those 2 songs they play on the radio (The Reason and some other song&nbsp;I can't think of the name of right now.
)&nbsp; But yeah, I mainly got it for that song "Running Away" and "Crawling in the Dark" so yeah... lol kinda pathedic. But the rest of the CD really isn't that bad. I just have to get used to it. 
